another year come and gone

As my 34th year begins, I do my yearly review.  Some people do it at the New Year - resolutions, highs and lows, that kind of thing.  I do it around my birthday.  Between the cake (chocolate chip cookie cake) and the ice cream, I take time to thank God for the blessings and basically take stock.  Of course the best thing this year was Liam.  My resolution is always take better care of myself - get exercising and go easy on dessert.  We are settling into our routine, one boy in school, and one boy newly mobile.  The baby is loving his independence.  I'm actually thinking about getting one of those plastic little fences to keep him safe, but I have a feeling it won't go over well with the Mister.  I always thought I only wanted two kids, but now we aren't sure.  We don't know if we want to try for a third, and if so, when.  It's such a big decision.  We knew for sure we wanted two, now...?  I don't think it will be that much harder, but the costs will definitely increase: three summer camps instead of two, three private school tuitions instead of two (hopefully), and on and on.  We go back and forth, but I hope to have a decision made one way or the other by my next birthday....